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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by HasbeenaHibiki » Fri Feb 24, 2017 6:01 am

tehyc wrote:
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Seriously, just go die you all fking retards. Your stupid action now lead to no more japanese animation on cinema. No more Koe no Katachi, happy? o0o Fck you all
What happened? D:
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by tehyc » Fri Feb 24, 2017 7:10 am

Reverend wrote:pyuru?
HasbeenaHibiki wrote:What happened? D:
Some illegal recording (SAO:OS) in the cinema by retards, put it online, and Japan caught that. Now Koe no Katachi is not in the coming soon list anymore due to that, and there's possibility that Japan will blacklisted us now.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Karob » Fri Feb 24, 2017 11:21 pm

Doctors have no idea what's causing my problems (fatigue, anxiety, sound and lighting sensitivity, headaches, "thinking pain", joint pain, suffocated feeling). The only "treatment" I've been offered is antidepressants (and so far they've only fucked me up even more) and diets (which had no effect).

I've had some of these problems for most of my life, but everything got much worse around 2014, forcing me to quit grad school and work, and I'm still in that rut. Hurting all the time, can't even pursue my creative hobbies. It's a dark place to be in, but after a few years I'm kind of numbed to it.

The biggest concern is the financial one though.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Thu Mar 23, 2017 11:36 pm

When you know a lecturer was fundamentally wrong in a topic but you have to lick to his flawed, full of political sentiment, concept bcs deadline is in 4 hours...
FUCK THIS SHIT!
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I'm just a fool that knows little, maybe, but if there's one privilege I'd like to keep in life, it's my ideal. (well, since I have nothing else worth keeping... except anime, maybe?)

ofc, that would mean RIP another class. i study in the second best (well, first, depending on the faculty) university in the country but the development of knowledge apparently is a culture that has nothing to do with how good an educational institution's history is.
Lecturers, too, are just humans. So ofc they would select who to make friends with. And ofc nobody make friends with some messy dude who loves overly-analyzing everything from a totally different perspective than them. (So much for helicopter-view. Everyone's a hypocrite. Yup, including me. :lol:)
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by tehyc » Mon Apr 03, 2017 8:02 am

Neregate is shutting down :onion117: :onion116: :onion110: :onion118: :onion21: :onion28: :onion33:

(Pls tell me it's April fool joke)
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Momento10 » Mon Apr 03, 2017 1:19 pm

May someone assist me in this matter. Recently, my computer has been unable to access any sort of Wi-Fi connection, and when I tried to troubleshoot, it is asking for me to connect via Ethernet cable, of which I have no access to given my work area. Is it possible that something in my computer may have manually switched off the wireless router, and where can I go to fix it? Also, if there are other alternatives that I can also try, please send them to me, as I need all the help I can get. My computer is a PC Windows 10.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Mon Apr 03, 2017 3:09 pm

Momento10 wrote:May someone assist me in this matter. Recently, my computer has been unable to access any sort of Wi-Fi connection, and when I tried to troubleshoot, it is asking for me to connect via Ethernet cable, of which I have no access to given my work area. Is it possible that something in my computer may have manually switched off the wireless router, and where can I go to fix it? Also, if there are other alternatives that I can also try, please send them to me, as I need all the help I can get. My computer is a PC Windows 10.
That's either something wrong in the wi-fi adapter (hardware problem,) or in its driver (the software that runs the thing.)
If multiple troubleshoots fail to work, I would try to uninstall-reinstall the wi-fi driver:
1. Check on what kind of driver your wi-fi runs with
search "Device Manager" on start menu, open - once its open, click "network adapter" - see which stuff is your wi-fi adapter - right click and see its driver detail, or just remember the name of the adapter.
2. Go search the driver for that on the net, download its installer. Make sure you get the name right bcs wrong driver won't work.
3. Uninstall wi-fi adapter driver - reinstall using the downloaded installer. Do be careful, bcs if you get it wrong, you might messed up your windows instead. (well, but 9 out of 10 noobs won't mess it up, bcs the installer is usually accompanied with a manual. So I trust you wouldn't too. Or just ask for somebody who works on that field if you're scared.)

4. If that doesn't work,then either you messed up your install, or your wi-fi adapter is just broken. That's when you take it to a more experienced person. But you didn't mention about the adapter cannot be turned on. The light's on, right? The adapter. I don't think it's a hardware problem. But I don't know if something has ever happened to it that would make it broke.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Grish » Fri Apr 14, 2017 9:22 am

Obviously what I needed, on a night when I was already doomed to not get enough sleep, was violent nightmares. Thank you, asshole brain
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Kiwigiwi » Sun Apr 30, 2017 4:31 pm

Caught a throat infection after coming back from my trip. My throat is so painful, it pains me to even breath or swallow saliva. My fever keeps persisting even after I take medicine and at it's worse, my temperature is about 39.4C. If that isn't bad enough, it's hot as shit when i sleep with my blanket, but I get shivers if i don't.

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Hikari-chan » Sun Apr 30, 2017 7:31 pm

Kiwigiwi wrote:Caught a throat infection after coming back from my trip. My throat is so painful, it pains me to even breath or swallow saliva. My fever keeps persisting even after I take medicine and at it's worse, my temperature is about 39.4C. If that isn't bad enough, it's hot as shit when i sleep with my blanket, but I get shivers if i don't.
I've definitely had this kind of sickness just a couple of months ago and it's extremely and uncomfortably painful for the first few days. There wasn't much that helped me through the throat pain besides trying so hard to drink water despite how much it hurt to swallow, and taking hella throat lozenges throughout the day. Hydration is so important!! You'll probably struggle with eating and maybe not even having an appetite but you still want to at least have some soup or congee.

And yeah, maybe dressing in light layers with your blanket like, half or 75% on *might* help but your body will hate you no matter what. I remember having to put on and take off my sweater every 15 minutes and it was annoying but not much else could be done :< It'll be bad for a while but I know you can get through it :( best of luck to you, my goddess ;-;
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by exec » Sun Apr 30, 2017 8:19 pm

I would recommend putting the blanket on and sweating like a pig, since sweat brings the toxins out of your body. Drinking a lot of liquid, obviously. Also try drinking hot milk with honey and butter, always helps me, it's not a panacea but it will calm your throat, also helps with coughing which I imagine will start at some point and It helps to fall asleep which is kinda important. So sweat and sleep like a pig, you can take a shower(and change your bed) afterwards.
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Post by Kiwigiwi » Mon May 01, 2017 12:34 am

Thanks Grishie, Hikarin and exec ♡♡♡

My graduation ceremony is coming this wednesday and i'm really really hoping to get better by then..otherwise I'd either have to skip out on it or go with a high fever and risk passing out or something.

I'm definitely chugging lots of water and getting as much sleep as I can!

Thank you for all your great advices ^^ I'll give them a shot!

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Post by Toady » Fri May 05, 2017 11:08 pm

My girlfriend left me and I feel terribly empty. That was my longest relationship and I still love her a lot. The break up went smoothly, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt... I need a hug. No, lots of hugs. o.o
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Time will eventually help you recover from it as pretty much always, but still *hugs*
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