bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
I'm so sorry to hear that Toad-chan </3 *huggles*


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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
A reminder to myself: the only two things that you ever want in life are basically gone, so just live the remaining with those salt & avenge it later in afterlife
Giving his love for life, and died dreaming about her in the end. A real happy man, right? ~
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
sometimes i just struggle so hard to fall asleep for numerous nights and end up with times like this week where i have 4.5 hours two nights before an exam... and who holds an exam at 4:30pm on a saturday anyway??
i'm so tired i can barely open my eyes...
i'm so tired i can barely open my eyes...
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
D:
*pats Hikarin* Once your exams are over, please get plenty of rest!!
*pats Hikarin* Once your exams are over, please get plenty of rest!!


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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
thanks kiwi~ even during the long weekend i kept waking up earlier than i intended so i didn't get much sleep...my sleeping habits lately are just a messKiwigiwi wrote:D:
*pats Hikarin* Once your exams are over, please get plenty of rest!!

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
The pet store by my home is shutting down. I'll miss having a place right down the street where I can get seed for my birds, and looking at all the rats and birds and lizards and guinea pigs.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
Ah, and my sister's cat got 4 kittens. They are super cute, but what to do with them now? especially she won't let approach them.
Life is too short for bad days !
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
My current job gives me less than 15 hours a week despite me having open availability. It doesn't help at the fact people who screw around at my job gets more hours than me.

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
welp that's bullshit, can't you look for an extra job? or change your job? 'cause that's not the amount of time that you can call full time.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
exec wrote:welp that's bullshit, can't you look for an extra job? or change your job? 'cause that's not the amount of time that you can call full time.
Yeah I am looking for an extra job/ gives me enough that I can quit the shitty hours one, but I am getting rejected by the potential extra jobs though


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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
oi spare your life a bit. YOLO.Adol wrote:Nothing ever went in my direction. Life is 99% luck (birthplace, genetics, surroundings) and 1% trying to play this rigged game. I was born in a western country, good at school, good at sport and good at love, what would even go wrong? I don't know, i only know that in the last years my life is been a constant struggle for surviving, victim of a grotesque psycophysical problem which ruined everything. And now I'm more patethic than ever, struggling for fresh air. But no matter the efforts I put, eventually I return where I belong. There is no hope. Life is beautiful for who got the right stats, not for me. I lost. I admit the defeat. And it's time to quit this game, my dignity demands. I want to say a thing to everyone who want hear: never take for granted what you have in life, because it's so frail, that you could lose it, that it could crumble in some seconds. Like it happened to me. Be happy to be priviliged for having health and comforts, try to have this outlook at life. For me it's the end, I can't do this anymore. Hope only gave me more despair. I'm finished, time to leave.
Find something you want to do. A dream or something.
It doesn't have to be kind. Actually, the more egoistic it is, the better.
the thing is: social life is shit. So you can not give a fck about it.
Don't think about it. Instead think of the things you want to do in life.
This way: you'll probably suffer. But no matter how sad you may become, you know you're sad for a reason, a cause, and not because life is shit.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
well then keep trying.Adol wrote:I have a condition that doesn't allow me to do what I want. So, no space for dreams. I keep trying so hard, only to be put in my place again.Reverend wrote: oi spare your life a bit. YOLO.
Find something you want to do. A dream or something.
It doesn't have to be kind. Actually, the more egoistic it is, the better.
the thing is: social life is shit. So you can not give a fck about it.
Don't think about it. Instead think of the things you want to do in life.
This way: you'll probably suffer. But no matter how sad you may become, you know you're sad for a reason, a cause, and not because life is shit.
life is shit, that's why don't give a fck.
btw, what were you trying to do? I mean: you said no space for dreams, but you said you already tried.
what were you trying for, then? no way you were trying for no reason.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
well that's what I'm telling you: find one.Adol wrote:Life isn't shit if you have health and comforts. I have no big dreams, other than having a work and a family.Reverend wrote: well then keep trying.
life is shit, that's why don't give a fck.
btw, what were you trying to do? I mean: you said no space for dreams, but you said you already tried.
what were you trying for, then? no way you were trying for no reason.
I was forced to quit university and then work because my condition keep getting worse and there is nothing to alleviate.
Now I'm trying to take solace in small matters, but even there I can't have nice things.
the thing is: life is going to be shit with or without big dreams, so... mate won't it be better if you have one?
At the least you can continue dreaming.
also drop the "take solace in small matters" thing. That's bullshit new age peace movement stuff.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
Seeing people who are more incompetent than me having better jobs than me and I get constantly rejected. I feel like my fun is getting sacrificed due to the said situation.

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
Love it when somebody decides to quit and walk out in the middle of their shift and I have to stay late to take care of their work and mine >_>
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
well, being the good guy is never a smart thing to do.Grish wrote:Love it when somebody decides to quit and walk out in the middle of their shift and I have to stay late to take care of their work and mine >_>
but if you're the type of person whose reward is "peace in your conscience", then doing it is definitely better than delaying it. At the least, once it's done you can go home in peace watch anime in peace sleep in peace no need to think about jobs left undone on the table pyuru~
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
Why is life so boring?
Giving his love for life, and died dreaming about her in the end. A real happy man, right? ~
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?
*Hugs Revvie*Reverend wrote:Why is life so boring?
