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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Chibasa » Sat May 06, 2017 1:04 pm

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Post by Kiwigiwi » Sat May 06, 2017 6:35 pm

I'm so sorry to hear that Toad-chan </3 *huggles*

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Mon May 15, 2017 1:22 am

A reminder to myself: the only two things that you ever want in life are basically gone, so just live the remaining with those salt & avenge it later in afterlife
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Hikari-chan » Thu Jun 01, 2017 3:30 pm

sometimes i just struggle so hard to fall asleep for numerous nights and end up with times like this week where i have 4.5 hours two nights before an exam... and who holds an exam at 4:30pm on a saturday anyway??

i'm so tired i can barely open my eyes...
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Post by Kiwigiwi » Thu Jun 01, 2017 4:03 pm

D:

*pats Hikarin* Once your exams are over, please get plenty of rest!!

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Hikari-chan » Thu Jun 01, 2017 6:44 pm

Kiwigiwi wrote:D:

*pats Hikarin* Once your exams are over, please get plenty of rest!!
thanks kiwi~ even during the long weekend i kept waking up earlier than i intended so i didn't get much sleep...my sleeping habits lately are just a mess :tearsad:
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Grish » Tue Jun 13, 2017 8:15 pm

The pet store by my home is shutting down. I'll miss having a place right down the street where I can get seed for my birds, and looking at all the rats and birds and lizards and guinea pigs.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Mioko » Thu Jul 06, 2017 12:24 pm

Ah, and my sister's cat got 4 kittens. They are super cute, but what to do with them now? especially she won't let approach them.
Life is too short for bad days !
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I fking hate vacation
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by HasbeenaHibiki » Sun Jul 16, 2017 3:42 pm

My current job gives me less than 15 hours a week despite me having open availability. It doesn't help at the fact people who screw around at my job gets more hours than me.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by exec » Wed Jul 19, 2017 9:08 pm

welp that's bullshit, can't you look for an extra job? or change your job? 'cause that's not the amount of time that you can call full time.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by HasbeenaHibiki » Thu Jul 20, 2017 1:18 am

exec wrote:welp that's bullshit, can't you look for an extra job? or change your job? 'cause that's not the amount of time that you can call full time.

Yeah I am looking for an extra job/ gives me enough that I can quit the shitty hours one, but I am getting rejected by the potential extra jobs though @_@.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Mon Aug 14, 2017 9:06 pm

Adol wrote:Nothing ever went in my direction. Life is 99% luck (birthplace, genetics, surroundings) and 1% trying to play this rigged game. I was born in a western country, good at school, good at sport and good at love, what would even go wrong? I don't know, i only know that in the last years my life is been a constant struggle for surviving, victim of a grotesque psycophysical problem which ruined everything. And now I'm more patethic than ever, struggling for fresh air. But no matter the efforts I put, eventually I return where I belong. There is no hope. Life is beautiful for who got the right stats, not for me. I lost. I admit the defeat. And it's time to quit this game, my dignity demands. I want to say a thing to everyone who want hear: never take for granted what you have in life, because it's so frail, that you could lose it, that it could crumble in some seconds. Like it happened to me. Be happy to be priviliged for having health and comforts, try to have this outlook at life. For me it's the end, I can't do this anymore. Hope only gave me more despair. I'm finished, time to leave.
oi spare your life a bit. YOLO.

Find something you want to do. A dream or something.
It doesn't have to be kind. Actually, the more egoistic it is, the better.
the thing is: social life is shit. So you can not give a fck about it.
Don't think about it. Instead think of the things you want to do in life.
This way: you'll probably suffer. But no matter how sad you may become, you know you're sad for a reason, a cause, and not because life is shit.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Mon Aug 14, 2017 10:34 pm

Adol wrote:
Reverend wrote: oi spare your life a bit. YOLO.

Find something you want to do. A dream or something.
It doesn't have to be kind. Actually, the more egoistic it is, the better.
the thing is: social life is shit. So you can not give a fck about it.
Don't think about it. Instead think of the things you want to do in life.
This way: you'll probably suffer. But no matter how sad you may become, you know you're sad for a reason, a cause, and not because life is shit.
I have a condition that doesn't allow me to do what I want. So, no space for dreams. I keep trying so hard, only to be put in my place again.
well then keep trying.
life is shit, that's why don't give a fck.

btw, what were you trying to do? I mean: you said no space for dreams, but you said you already tried.
what were you trying for, then? no way you were trying for no reason.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Tue Aug 15, 2017 12:00 am

Adol wrote:
Reverend wrote: well then keep trying.
life is shit, that's why don't give a fck.

btw, what were you trying to do? I mean: you said no space for dreams, but you said you already tried.
what were you trying for, then? no way you were trying for no reason.
Life isn't shit if you have health and comforts. I have no big dreams, other than having a work and a family.

I was forced to quit university and then work because my condition keep getting worse and there is nothing to alleviate.

Now I'm trying to take solace in small matters, but even there I can't have nice things.
well that's what I'm telling you: find one.
the thing is: life is going to be shit with or without big dreams, so... mate won't it be better if you have one?
At the least you can continue dreaming.

also drop the "take solace in small matters" thing. That's bullshit new age peace movement stuff.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by HasbeenaHibiki » Sun Aug 20, 2017 5:35 pm

Seeing people who are more incompetent than me having better jobs than me and I get constantly rejected. I feel like my fun is getting sacrificed due to the said situation.
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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Grish » Wed Sep 06, 2017 6:47 am

Love it when somebody decides to quit and walk out in the middle of their shift and I have to stay late to take care of their work and mine >_>
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Post by Reverend » Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:04 am

Grish wrote:Love it when somebody decides to quit and walk out in the middle of their shift and I have to stay late to take care of their work and mine >_>
well, being the good guy is never a smart thing to do.
but if you're the type of person whose reward is "peace in your conscience", then doing it is definitely better than delaying it. At the least, once it's done you can go home in peace watch anime in peace sleep in peace no need to think about jobs left undone on the table pyuru~

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Re: bitter, depressed, weak, frustrated, but why?

Post by Reverend » Thu Sep 07, 2017 1:36 pm

Why is life so boring?
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Reverend wrote:Why is life so boring?
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